I have to admit i havnt been 100% committed to the program lately. Things at home have been a little hectic and i just had to get everything together. ive always been used to going to school and coming home to video games, TV, or friends. But starting this summer things took a giant turn. I started working and i do about 63-70 hours a week. i havnt been able to do much lately, and if i do i have to sacrifice sleep for it. iv stayed up more than 30 hours strait more than once this month. i wasnt really prepared for it but its not that bad now. I will put more of my time into this program and step it up a bit.
After looking at all the pictures, i regret missing the trip even more. I really wanted to come but things didn't WORK out. ( subliminal message ) I could tell that everyone had a great time. I guess Ameerah wasnt lying when she said its a trip to remember forever. I think i might be able to make the next one IA.
Lately ive been very very busy. i havnt even had enough time to sleep. Im slowly realizing that life isnt only about fun and relaxing. i did get to go to a wedding which was fun but i had to sacrifice some sleep for it.
I think i really need to work on prioritizing and time management. Those are only some of my weaknesses but if i fix them then things would be much easier. Ive been through a ruff week but hopefully it will get better. My first day was pretty cool. A lot different than i expected but i liked it. I was expecting a bunch of older people telling us what to do but it wasnt like that. I guess i i enjoyed it because i wasnt forced to do it. I still dont understand the main goal of the group but ill get it eventually... I Think.
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